Boiling Point.

Is god fooling me? But why fool me right at the very end of year 3. WHY? WHY CHOOSE ME? is it always the case, a hardworking person must always be the one on the losing end. I'm not praising myself but I'm on the losing end. My effort was overlooked and the other person who spent just 2 hours of report-writing claims all the credits. The cruel thing is that most of the report content comes from my report and what I received was just criticism. Tell me now, who wouldnt get angry? This is the first time in my life that I've felt adrenaline pumping so hard and my blood was boiling at the moment.

These were the comments by the GOD DAMN BLIND Faciliator:
"I'm impressed by Ralph, he has made vast improvements on his report compared to the first draft."
"The 3 of you havent make much improvements on your report."

I don't wish to point out the other comments but hell these 2 comments are substantial to overwhelm my hardwork all these while. I made an effort to sit down, motivate myself to finish the report for AT LEAST 1 1/2 weeks. All he did was just cutting, pasting and editing, worst still claimed all the credits. He still got the cheek to sit down there, kept quiet all the way. He didnt even bother to acknowledge my report, well at least say All thanks to weiyi. Come on ! All he did was WOW (World of Warcraft) all day, copy my report, submit so last min and it caused us $80 for express binding.

I'm feeling so INJUSTICE ! From a person who doesnt even take pride in his work, I totally a changed person now and that's what I'm rewarded with. A person who is willing to sacrifice all his time for this report got back nothing. FUCK ! I'm gonna ask my teammates to back me up tml, if she still doesnt believe then I shall get that MOTHER FUCKING BIATCH to testify. If he refuses, then I'm gonna fuck his family. I don't mind getting bad grades but I wanna make sure my effort is recognised and not goes to waste on that MOTHER FUCKING FROG HEADED FAT PIG CHARLIE CHAPLIN WALKING STYLE.


Hits my boiling point for the first time.
You'll never get rewarded if you are hardworking.
LIFE is NEVER fair.
FUCK IT ! SCREW IT ! WATEVER ! _|_
Weiyi fumingly signed off.

Living up to the title.

Optometrist have always been my ambition since young however I didnt score enough to get myself into SP optometry. There goes my dream. My passion for science have led me to a new job scope, the biological field. Now I'm considering 2 professions, being a DOCTOR or a TEACHER. It's so ironic because I'm a mischievous student since young, everytime my parents will tortured by listening to teachers' comments about my behaviour in class and so being a teacher is never my ambition. A doctor is out of the question when I was young, results are shit and everytime got scolded because I flunk my exams. I'll put it short and sweet, no encouragements, no compliments but just scoldings.

Parents quarrel over me and my brother's results, everyone was despising us, laughing at us. It's only consolation we had from ourselves, no one is there to support us when we fall. Everyday was a nightmare for the both of us. But still, we hanged on.

The time when I sat down and think, I thought of what I wanna be in future, it's BLANK. At that moment, a kind soul of human nature opens up my mind and that's when I am focused and ready to work towards my goal. I chose optometry but unlucky enough, eventhough how hard i studied for my exams, I cant reach it. Fortunate enough, I've found my alternative. Since secondary 3, I'm obsessed with science and that's also when I started taking work seriously. Even till now I can still remember the phrase word to word, "For once, give it your best shot and let see wat happens." Now, I have the chance to study in Monash Uni (Faculty of medicine), I'm gonna make it a miracle to fulfill my parents wish (to have a doctor in this family). I'll give it a try. You wouldnt know until you try.

Caught up with Mr lai today. Was chatting about some career options, Yx was there to consult him. It's really enlightening. Well now, I have my goals and so prepared to attain them. Really happy to keep in contact with Mr lai cause he is my savior everytime I approach him for help. Gonna repay him by achieving my goals. It's a happy day afterall. =DDD I built my future pathway to success and hope on my way I can overcome the hurdles without difficulties. See ya all.



Doctor and teacher are never my ambition.
Now I have a chance to be.
We shall see how well I do in uni.
Weiyi signed off.

Chalet's over and back to school.

Well, 3 days of fun and laughter have finally come to a halt. Back to school after all these fun and it's time to get things done. Met up with lois, zhen, wendy, yx @ bro an's house on friday evening. Took bro an's car down and on our way there, we caught up with a slow traffic to eunos. Damn it ! We managed to reach there on time so it's still ok.

First night was rather boring, just preparing things for the 2nd day so everyone was slacking, playing games, watching TV. Despite being bored, we all slept at 6+ cause we were chatting and disturbing each other in the room. Peng got one gao lat gao lat from me and yx. Bad breath in the morning, exhaled onto peng's face HAHA. I got my special equipments from the kitchen and started waking them up ! A POT AND A PAN ! and there goes KIANG KIANG KIANG WAKE UP WAKE UP ! hehe. Everyone was hell annoyed.

We prepared water bombs for keith and jing xiang as a tribute to their 21st birthday on earth. Haha ! wow gao lat. Plastic bags filled with a mixture of soap, oil, flour and water. LOVE IT ! Rare guests joined us for BBQ session, andy, jian ming, angela joanne and casey. Great to see them after a couple of years. The nightwalk was damn good ! wooow the best event of the event. In addition we did a gift exchange and I got bro jun's one. haha A magic set and yeah I reckon as the best gift.

Mr lai didnt manage to join us cause he was exhausted after his school orientation programe. I couldnt pass him his wife's ic and money. he is coming down to my house anyday within this week to collect it back. Paiseh sial, troubled him for the booking and now he has to come all the way from AMK. Well, I'm gonna treat him something when we meet up. Alright I'm having school tml. See ya !

Enermy down =D

First day of school and I've cleared 2 major burdens, Professional profiling presentation and FYP report submission. Woo it really makes me feel great now, I'm so relieved after today, at least I don't have to care about it anymore and focus of other stuff instead. Well, I do hope I can pass my PP presentation. My assessor commented something like this "I havent got the time to read through ur report thoroughly but dun worry, I think you put in a lot of effort and u did fine." I will take that as a pass then? LOL but anyway this module everyone will pass it no matter wat. It's just a pass or fail grade. I do not think I can fail it easily. =DD

Wondering what are these big pieces of papers? Don underrate them cause it cost me $4.80 print these 4 A3 size posters for my PP presentation. Haha ! Not gonna waste my 4.80 now I'm thinking of laminating them for storage. These are all my effort throughout year 3, gonna have the report print out too. =DD

I did a double kill today yeah !! but hope I did well. Hehe will be back for more updates as the week progress. See ya !

Shopping with mummy? I'm just loving it =D

Alrite just one last day before school commence for year 2007. Psychoed my mummy for a shopping trip @ orchard. She agreed after receiving a note from her workspace. NO work on 1/1/2007 and yeah my date was accepted. Hehehe ! I brought her to guess merchandise because guess was on further reduction sale. She got herself a jeans for 50% discount. Well really a good bargain for that piece of jeans.

Thanks mummy for that Burberry Polo T. I just love it. Hehe I guess she just read my mind today. Why? First, we were at shaw house, unlucky enough I cant find my burberry long sleeve shirt. After that we went to taka and paragon outlets but still cant find it. She can sense my sadness and she cheered me up by saying "Nevermind lah cant find then just get try anything that is fitting, I'll buy for you." Hehe ! not tactic but seriously i'm sad at the time. She got me this polo T which costs about 300 but it's on 50% discount so she paid 150 for that. Went window-shopping with my mum @ LV, gucci & burberry LOL, the bags are really cool and nice. My mum got obsessed with it, she gonna get one either gucci or burberry bag for my brother's wedding in future. Arghh my fault !

Today was great hehe super duper mood, not because of that polo T but the fun I had in my ah ma house. CHAO HIGH LOR ! haha well disturbing and joking have always been our favourite pasttime. Favourite hangout place: just outside the back door =DD Everyone just don't take jokes too seriously, hehehe that's enjoying at its best. The adults can only say "WAH, these kids nowadays no respect liao hor?" but still they join in the fun retaliating. Reminiscing the past, every cousins were so scared of my two uncles. The thoughts of them is just as good as paper and pen, writing lines if we misbehave. That's how it gels our relationship together. We went through thick and thin together.

Now? different era haha we've all grown up and matured. Everyone behaves just like kids everytime we get together. That's how we got high and neighbours got sore; they complain, we kena. Who cares, we got our steady steady zai zai uncle to talk things out with the police.

I'm so so so high hehehe =D going crazy with my family !! woooo love my family, I'm god damn serious ! hehehehe well now gonna catch up with my sleep, tml we will have fun again at ah ma house.