For a moment, I felt the pain =(

Was gaming happily the other day when suddenly my grandma called and brought us bad news. My little bro broke his wrist while having fun @ the playground with his elder brother. The deadly monkey bar has once again post threat to every little kids out there, enjoying themselves @ the playground not knowing what happens if they had a bad fall. At the begining, my mum told me it wasnt serious, just a dislocated wrist. I thought was okay until the moment we headed to my grandma house after a father's day dinner, my 5th aunt told me he had not only a dislocated wrist and also a broken bone.

I was like OH MY GOD, that fall really had a great impact on a 7 years old boy's wrist. She added that the pain really unbearable, my little bro's wrist was swollen however his bravey endurance of the unbearable pain was what I admired. Of course he did cried but not for long. For a moment, I felt the pain not anywhere but in my heart. That little bro of mine who stayed in my home for 4 years ever since he was born. I treat him as though he is my real bro although he is my uncle's child and this time my heart aches on his behalf.

Today I saw his X-rays films, my heart aches further. 2 injuries on a single wrist, that's hard enough to recover and really needs physiotherapy to regain his usual strength, not fully though. To see him with cast around his lower arm, changes my mood but I didnt show it. He will a tough time for around 6 weeks. For now, I cant do anything buy to pray for him and wish him a speedy recovery. He's still young and bone repair is rather fast and that's the only thing to console myself.


Life is fragile. However,
Kids do not understand simply because
They are too young to.
Accident are inevitable. However,
We do not a choice simply because
We aint careful.

Mummy is back, I'm lonely no MORE !

SQ479 touched down @ 0510hrs, Changi Airport Terminal 2. Feels great to have mummy back at home. She did enjoyed herself @ Johannesburg - South Africa. She bought back wine for me and my brother. It's more of enjoying the scenic scenaries than just merely shopping cause the daily crime rate over @ south africa is very high. Isnt a place to shop cause you wouldnt know the moment your stuff goes missing. Even hotels some bold asses would break into it.

Now that she's back safe, I have a peace mind =D Seriously, after graduating for so long I cant find myself doing something worth living. Nothing drives me forward anymore. How I wish I'm back to school and face all the stress that I've gone through. Well at least, it's challenging and I have a goal to work towards.

Been receiving calls from agencies but it's all admin and some shitty jobs. I wanna work something different, at least it doesnt keeps me thinking of earning money instead I can enjoy work and time passes quickly. Guess I will have to take up any jobs after my bangkok trip. For now, I will continue be a little fussy and pray hard one fine day, I'll get a good job. It's pretty tough to get a well paid job so guys buck up man, LIFE isnt as simple as what we think especially in Singapore ! Though I never thought of life being simple but it's getting harder. =((

A need for repair.

Been swimming for the last 5 days. Feels great after swimming, it's kinda refreshing and keeps me going. Today, shall give myself a rest to replenish my glutamine in my body. Thought of trying L-glutamine supplements to observes it's therapuetic effects, see if it really helps in faster muscles repair. A small bottle will cost me ranging from $18 - $30 depending on the strength of tablets. HmMm.. should try out someday. =DD

Last friday just went to IT fare, side track motive is to go for an interview @ Eng Wah Organization but in the end didnt cause the pay isnt attractive and it's quite far away. Haha bro jun and simon were there too but non of us went. We went chilling out @ Wang's roti house, haha something like tt. Not bad I like their mee rebus, spicy and nice.

Nothing caught my eye @ IT fare, I guess we spent more time @ the bookfare instead. Bypass a bioscience models stall, I actually bought 2 more models for my collection. Haha my obsession with science deepens every single day. Those models are rather useful as it helps me remember the terms easier and faster. =DD GLAD TO HAVE THEM NOW !

Later gonna attend elaine's birthday so I better to choose something from my wardrobe before I'm late again.